Have I???

Have I stiffened up?

Or the world around me is makin' me insane.

Have I become selfish?

Or the world around me is makin' me highly defensive.

Have I become practical?

Or the world around me is drenching me in Emotionlessness.

Have I been left alone?

or I always felt people were with me.

Have I lost my sanity?

Or am I left with no reason to be sane.

Have I been cursed?

Or it was never a blessing to "BE ME".

Have I bleached my SOUL?

Or was it always HOLLOW and PALE.

Have I been DEAD for a long time?

Or was it always the same 'n i was never really ALIVE............................................................